It was just after midnight, and I was spiraling. You know how that goes, right? After months of sweating it out in Query Hell, I was starting to wonder if I had taken the wrong path.
I mean, I knew it would be hard pitching a yet-to-be-established category (New Adult). I knew I could be setting myself up for disappointment and failure. I just didn’t realize what a toll it would take on my sanity motivation confidence.
That’s when the email came.
I braced myself for rejection. Seriously, I held up my hand and looked through the cracks between my fingers. As I skimmed the page, eight words stood out from the rest:
“We would love to offer you a contract...”
My vision went hazy with color, and little bells rang in my ears. Huh? Did I read that wrong?
“We would love to offer you a contract...”
I read it over and over, like the words were going to morph into the finger and tell me to go to bed—but they didn’t. (Thank goodness! Can you imagine how creepy that would be?) I couldn't process it.
Needless to say, I didn't reply that night. I was too lightheaded, too shocked. So I pretended to sleep for five hours.
By the time I “woke up” the next morning, I had convinced myself it was a dream. I did the zombie-stumble to my computer and brought up my email.
“We would love to offer you a contract...”
That’s when it really hit me.
I responded right away and had a chance to swap messages with one of the fabulous co-owners. Remember the 2nd panel from my comic last week? It was like that. She GOT my story! I was elated!
We talked a bit more, and she sent me the contract. You can probably guess what's coming next.
I’m pleased to announce:
I HAVE A BOOK DEAL with Sapphire Star Publishing!
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| Signing the Contract |
I am on the right path. I am on my way to achieving my dream. This IS happening!
A big shout-out to The Man Upstairs, my family, my critique partners, my beta readers, my friends, and everyone who has supported me in the past year and a half. Thank you so much! You’ll never know how much I appreciate it. *Hugs*
Next, a huge thank-you to Sapphire Star Publishing (SSP) for believing in my work. I am beyond thrilled to work with you all! :)
(Side note: I am so impressed with this publisher already!)
Finally, a special shout-out to my critique-partners-turned-pub-sisters Lisa & Nancy! I am so excited to take this step with you two!
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I know the real work is ahead of me, but I’m up for the challenge. So, what do you guys say? Will you join me for the next leg of my journey? :)
P.S. Strength has a release date!




I told you I loved big news! I just saw this announced on Facebook and I came right over! YEAH FOR YOU!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!!
ReplyDeleteEnjoy every moment.
Best of luck!
Heather
Thank you, Heather! :D I really appreciate that!
DeleteHoly awesomeness, Carrie! I am SO, SO, SO happy for you! *high fives*
ReplyDelete*High fives back!* Thanks, Kyra! I'm still having a little trouble believing it's real!
DeleteCongratulations!!! *tosses pitchfork aside, throws confetti!*
ReplyDeleteThis is such HUGE news and I'm so happy this is happening for you.
Phew! Those pitchforks were really starting to make me nervous...
DeleteThank you, Bailey! I'm so glad I get to share this moment with my NA sisters! :D
Yay! Congratulations!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jaycee! :D
DeleteCongrats, sista! I wish you SUCCESS!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Juliana! I'll need all the wishes I can get! :)
DeleteFantastic! I knew a few people with them (Nicky Wells and Mandy Baggot)and they've nothing but good things to say!
ReplyDeleteI can see why! SSP is so author-oriented. I love it already! :D
DeleteThank you, Talli!
WHAT! That is AWESOME!!! Aah countdown to reading YOUR BOOK starts now!
ReplyDelete273 more days!
Delete...Er, not that I'm counting. ;) Thank you, Rebecca!
Woot Woot! This is fabulous news. And I'm so excited for you. Isn't it the best feeling ever. Congratulations!!! *doing a happy dance for YOU*
ReplyDeleteIt really is! Thank you, Julia! *Does a happy dance, too!*
DeleteI'm so excited for you, Carrie! This is the best news possible. And we're pub sisters now! The Three Amigas! You're gonna love being a part of the SSP family because that is truly what we are: a family. I can't wait to go on this part of your journey with you. CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! You made it!!
ReplyDeleteThank you for everything, Nancy! I'm so excited to be pub sisters!! :D
DeleteWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
ReplyDeleteWhat an awesome description of getting the big news! You are so talented. Very deserving. I can't wait for your book to come out! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanted to be brutally honest about my feelings at that point, so everyone knows there is HOPE! :)
DeleteThank you for everything, Pub Sister! *Hugs*
Oh, wow. I am so happy for you, Carrie! You just don't know! I've been silently pulling for you for some time now, hoping you'd get a break. Your writing is so good. SSP won't be sorry. And neither will tons of readers out there. CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
ReplyDeleteNow, as to the fact I'm reading this on your website and not in a special preview private email... :P
Thank you, Melissa! You have no idea how much I appreciate that. I feel blessed to have such a wonderful friend and critique partner! :D
DeleteOh, um, about that...
*Runs for her life!*
That's terrific news! I am so pleased for you :O)
ReplyDeleteWell done!
Thank you, Iain! :) Your input really helped!
DeleteCongratulations! Isn't it great when hard work and determination pay off? Good luck with everything. Hopefully this first gigantic leap forward opens many new doors for you.
ReplyDeleteIt really is, L.G.! Thank you so much! :)
DeleteOh, my freakin' heck, Carrie! I got shivers reading that! Congratulations!!
ReplyDeleteI still get shivers every time I think about it! :) Thank you, Donna!
DeleteYEAH!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jeff! :D
DeleteSquee!!!! Now we can add S Publishing to that awesome list of New Adult accepting publishers. That's so awesome Carrie! Hearts you lots and so proud of you, NA Sister :D
ReplyDeleteHeck yeah! This category IS HAPPENING. :D
DeleteThank you so much, Victoria! <3
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ReplyDeleteI was so so so hoping this was your BIG NEWS!!! Congratulations my dear!!!!!!!!!
Squeeeeeeee! Thank you, Cassiopeia! :D
DeleteDUDE!!! how the heck am i so late to this party!?!?! im soo happy! i cant believe this day is finally here!!! *explodes* im soo proud of you ;; i have tears of joy!
ReplyDeleteAww, thanks, Munky! You have no idea how much I appreciate your support. *Hugs*
DeleteYay, and congrats!! So, so excited for you!
ReplyDeleteThank you, S.P! :D
DeleteCongratulations, Carrie! That is awesome.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Alex! I appreciate it. :)
DeleteCongrats!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Patrick! :)
DeleteCONGRATULATIONS!! Super news Carrie! Break out the champagne! :D
ReplyDeleteThank you, Elise! :D Sounds like a good idea!
DeleteCongrats!!! That's fantastic!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Chris! :)
DeleteGreat news, Carrie!!!!! So happy and excited for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Melodie! :D
DeleteAhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Omg ong omg I am freaking out over here!!! So happy for you Carrie! How did I miss this?? Eeeeekkkk!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm freaking out, too! :D Thank you for everything, Lindsay!
DeleteCongratulations! This is such exciting news! It gives this aspiriting New Adult writer hope for her own future.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Donna! Your comment made my day. :) Yes, there IS hope for NA writers!
DeleteI am so thrilled for you Carrie! You totally deserve this moment, one of many successes to come. :)
ReplyDeleteAngela
Thank you so much, Angela! You have no idea how much I appreciate your support. :)
DeleteThat is beyond awesome!! I am so happy for you!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, J.A.! :D
DeleteCongrats Carrie.
ReplyDeleteThanks, MJennings! :)
DeleteThat's FREAKING AWESOME! Congrats. Enjoy the day, my friend!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lynn! That means a lot coming from a New Adult rock star, like yourself. ;)
DeleteYippee! Go Carrie, go Carrie, it's your birthday...well, no it's not. IT'S BETTER! You're getting PUBLISHED! *doing the wave with the other commenters*
ReplyDelete*Dances* Thank you so much, Empress King! :D
DeleteCongratulations.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Clare! :)
DeletePS. Now you need to make a countdown button we can post on our blogs. :)
ReplyDeleteConsider it done! Well, done for now. I'll spruce it up after I have a cover. You can find the code here. :)
DeleteI'm am so thrilled for you, Carrie! This is such excellent news! And it's just the beginning of so many more amazing, beautiful things to come. YOU ROCK.
ReplyDeleteThank you for everything, Jennifer! I really appreciate your support. :)
DeleteHoly crap congratulations!!!!! One day I will see this email...
ReplyDeleteThank you, Sophia! :D One day soon, I bet!
DeleteCarrie!!!! This is so awesome. I am so happy for you! You deserve all the best.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jessie! I appreciate that. :D
DeleteCongratulations Carrie - how exciting!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Julie! :)
DeleteThat's amazing. Congrats on all that sweat and tears paying off ;)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Hildred! :D
Delete...Now for more sweat and tears!
Congrats! I hope you sell tons of books!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Otin! :D
DeleteHEH HEH WOO!!! so excited i had to comment twice! good job love! *hug*
ReplyDeleteThank you, Munky! *Hug*
DeleteWoooooo! That is GREAT big news!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Becky! :D
DeleteCONGRATS!!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, A.J.! :)
DeleteYAHOOOOOOOOOO!!! So excited for you:) Congrats, congrats,congrats~cheers *clinking my glass*
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jamie! :D *Clink!*
DeleteCongrats, Carrie! Welcome aboard!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Dana! :)
DeleteCongratulations seems like such a small word for what has happened to you...yeeee hawwwww!
ReplyDeleteYeeee hawwwww, indeed! :) Thank you, Gail!
DeleteBig news indeed. Not to mention Hallelujah! Congratulations!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Botanist! :)
DeleteCongrats. Awesome news. Looking forward to your release and hearing all the details from now until publication. *squeal*
ReplyDeleteThank you, Tia! I will keep you updated. :D *Squeal*
DeleteDear gods, that's amazing! CONGRATULATIONS! Hope you don't come down off this high for at least a month or so. Maybe never. ^_^
ReplyDeleteThanks, Mason! I'm hoping for never, too. :D
DeleteSo excited for you! And I'm so excited that you and your CPs are Pub Siblings, too! You're going to love that in a million ways. I am so happy!!! CONGRATS!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Pegasus! I'm excited, too! I can't get over it. :D
DeleteThank you for allowing me the chance of living this moment with you. I am so thrilled, happy, elated, giddy. It couldn't happen to a nicer more talented writer. Woo Hoo!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Joylene! Your support means the world to me. :)
DeleteWhat wonderful news. Congratulations!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Suzi! :)
DeleteCongrats!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Elizabeth! :)
DeleteYay, congrats, Carrie! :D That's so awesome!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Linda! :D
DeleteI haven't been over herein quite a while, then stop by and hear the great news. Congrats! And when it comes time for release I'll be happy to host you over on my blog.
ReplyDeleteIt's nice to have you back, Stephen! :) Oh, that would be great! I'll get in touch with you at the beginning of next year. (That sounds weird, doesn't it?) Thank you!
DeleteThat is totally freakin' awesome (and I so don;t want to say freakin', but know I should)! Congratulations, Carrie! I'm writing that date down on my calendar. Cheers, to the next leg. :)
ReplyDeleteHah! I love the enthusiasm. Thank you, Michael! :D
DeleteHow wonderful!!! So happy for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Sharon! :)
Delete-jumps up and down clapping- Oh Carrie, I feel absolute joy at this. So much so that I'm actually commenting. I know I don't do that much, but I always read.
ReplyDelete-runs around screaming-
Thank you, Brooke! That means so much to me. :)
DeleteCongrats! So happy for you!!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Sarah! :)
DeleteWonderful, wonderful, wonderful! Big congratulations! I can just imagine you sitting there, peeping through your fingers at the Big News on your screen ;-)
ReplyDeleteIt was quite the shock! :) Thank you, Rachel!
DeleteCongratulations, Carrie, I am so delighted for you-whooot! It's nice to meet you and I can't wait to get ahold of your book. YAY!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Nicky! It's nice to meet you, too! :)
DeleteStopping by to add my congratulations! I loved your Writer's Voice entry and was so sad when you didn't get picked. Looks like everything turned out well.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jani! The fact that you remember my Writer's Voice entry makes me so happy! :D
DeleteWHOA!! CONGRATULATIONS CARRIE!! I swear I could feel your excitement- I think I'm as excited as you are XD I cannot wait to get your book!! I'm so happy for you, and for me because now I'm closer to getting that book :'D And of course you're on the right path, I'm just glad it's been made official!
ReplyDelete*throws confetti for you*
Thank you, Sally! I can't wait for you to read it! You know my writing better than most, so I'm interested to see what you think of it. :D
DeleteCONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm so happy for you=) Now, you'll have to tell us when we can pre-order so I can be certain to get my copy ;-)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Kathleen! :D That's so nice of you!
DeleteOH MY GOSH!!!! Can I just remind you of one of the last comments you posted on my blog? "I started pursuing the writing dream after I lost my job. I can't say it's worked out, but that's life. The odds just aren't in my favor. ;)" HA! HA! HA! Yeeeeees!! It must feel sooooo good. I'm just freaking out for you! Woohhoooo!!! Let me know how I can help with the promotion :) SO happy for you!
ReplyDeleteHah! I thought about that comment, too! Then I squinted at the universe and said, "I've never had a million dollars." Maybe it'll prove me wrong there, too. *Grins*
DeleteThank you so much! I will definitely be in touch closer to time, if you want to help. I appreciate the offer! :D
CONGRATULATIONS!!!! That is SO exciting!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Kelley! :D
DeleteHello Carrie. I can totally feel your excitement. All the best for your book! Keep us posted.
ReplyDeleteI followed you while I was here.
Denise
Thank you, Denise! I appreciate that. :)
DeleteI'll be over to your blog soon!
Carrie! Woohoo! You're going to be published! *throws confetti* *pops champagne* *break dances* *breaks neck* *celebrates anyway*
ReplyDelete!!!!
Thank you, Lydia!
DeleteAck! Don't break your neck. You're the only doctor we've got! Though, the break dancing was pretty impressive... :D
Congrats Carrie! Exciting times ahead.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Natasha! :)
DeleteWHOO! Congrats, Carrie! Almost a year ago today, I was signing my first contract with a publisher, too. ;D These next few months will be a whirlwind for you. Look forward to reading your book!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Kelley! I appreciate that. :) How was your first year?
DeleteIt was...very busy. ;) I had a demanding dayjob, so it got hectic trying to keep up with edits, publicity, blog guest posts and interviews, etc. But I made it! You'll do fantastic.
DeleteOh, no doubt! You must double as Wonder Woman. :D Thank you!
DeleteCongratulations! Good luck in the coming months. 3-7 is not that far way.
ReplyDeleteThank you, RaeChell! You're right. I don't know if I should be excited or scared! :)
DeleteCONGRATULATIONS! Sweet validation is so right! I'm new to you blog, but thrilled for you! Cheers to you and your novel and your new publisher!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Cynthia! You chose a great time to stop by. :) Welcome!
DeleteI am so thrilled for you!!!! Congratulations!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Leslie! :D
Delete*WOOT* CONGRATULATIONS! :) That's fabulous news!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Eagle! I'm pretty excited. :)
DeleteGood shit, sis. Good shit.
ReplyDeleteThanks, bro! :)
DeleteOh, sweetie CONGRATS!!!! WOOT. You're such a talent. Awesome job!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mina! :D!
DeleteCongrats!!!!!! So happy for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jenny! :D
DeleteHurray and champagne for you, Carrie. Very good news, indeed.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lee! :)
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ReplyDeleteEr, thanks! :D
DeleteInspiring! As I embark on the beginning stages of my own book, it is hard sometimes to believe that I am on the right path. This gives me hope and faith that it is going to happen! Thanks!
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad to hear that, Martha! :) Thank you, and best of luck with your book!
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